I can relate to this

If you were to click the above video, it would send you to a thrash/death metal album. And its not something you would expect to hear from a Christian. But this is the reality we live in today. People are roped in every day, to the satanic fantasies that promise everything, and then lead you to nowhere but death. It encapsulates it, and it ultimately brings together other individuals that resonate and gravitate towards this kind of thing.

On the polar opposite you watch the video below and its his testimony and him revealing his life and the turmoil that this music entangled in him.

His documented music is:

1. End of All — his personal project/band. A surviving profile credits him with vocals, guitar, keyboards, drum programming and recording work.
   Someone has uploaded numerous extremely obscure recordings, including:
   • Misery-Go-Round
2. • Bleed the Hurt
3. • Screaming Chamber
4. • Sin
5. • This Flesh
6. • End of All
7. • uploads
   Musically, these seem closer to industrial/alternative metal than traditional death metal.
8. Draghoria — a Greeley, Colorado death/thrash-metal band. Joel was its vocalist from 2015–2017 and appears on the 2016 album Portal to Extinction. The band’s documented themes include anti-religion, violence, insanity and rebellion.

I can relate a lot this man, because of his background and story. Add to the fact, him revealing the stories of demonic torture.