DEVOUT CRAZINESS – one rule, one law – obedience to Christ! bow to no man, defeat the beast!

gaming

league of legend matchmaking

Trevor MarkivSeptember 19, 2026September 20, 2026

Notice something? its team gap. And wouldn’t you know it, the next game is team gap as well. One thing…

music

the quintessential Zao?

Trevor MarkivSeptember 19, 2026September 21, 2026

I remember the first war, the way the sky burnedThe faces of angels destroyedI saw a third of Heaven’s legion…

christianity

altruism and utopia ideas

Trevor MarkivSeptember 19, 2026September 21, 2026

Its satanic to both think this world offers any hope outside of the church and God. And that human beings…

christianity

atheism is anti-human

Trevor MarkivSeptember 19, 2026September 21, 2026

The troubling thing about living is the complication of people. And when you remove God from the equation, your attention…

gaming

Cyber doll English translation complete

Trevor MarkivSeptember 18, 2026September 20, 2026

Here is the cover art made up by @exxistance via X. This is the person that I was made aware…

gaming

Aion 2 rolling in mmorpg #99193818838+1

Trevor MarkivSeptember 17, 2026September 21, 2026

Its great! its incredible! and for the cost of your life, free time and wallet. It will be everything and…

gaming

Slain metal side scrolling brawler

Trevor MarkivSeptember 16, 2026September 20, 2026

I found this game on a whim, I am not even sure how it caught my peripheral. But when I…

gaming

netflix and sega slop

Trevor MarkivSeptember 16, 2026September 20, 2026

Sega the company that went ahead and I mean head. They are the most deplorable and pathetic, pieces of corporate…

news

I need your help

Trevor MarkivSeptember 16, 2026September 20, 2026

I want you the reader to reach out to me, and let me know what kind of content you want…

christianity

socializing and relationships

Trevor MarkivSeptember 16, 2026September 20, 2026

I am social person, you are a social person. The world likes to think that they have a handle on…

christianity

thinking back about websites

Trevor MarkivSeptember 15, 2026September 20, 2026

There was a niche genre on the web for me, and it was Dragonball. I never made much of a…

[ WHAT'S GOING ON? ]

🎮

Playing

Conquer Reborn

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Reading

Out of the Silent Planet by CS Lewis

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Working On

world peace

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Learning

Ukrainian language

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Experimenting With

creatine, maca, ashwagandha, vitamins, lions mane, chaga mushrooms

// RETRO GAME OF THE WEEK

Cyber doll

Sega Saturn / 1996

And yet another game released in 96. And not unlike Shadowrun a game based around cyberpunk and a dystopian future. The game is well done for an rpg. But what I like most about it is the combat. It has a system that revolves around moving from different areas in battle. And you have the option of choosing which part of the body to attack. In terms of strategy, I am not sure if certain bosses or enemies have weaker body parts, but that might be a fun strategy to discover. I was really excited to hear this translated in english. And will be happy to see it to completion.

> ENTER GAME FILE

DEVOUT CRAZINESS SIGNAL

FREQ: DC-1998

SIGNAL

91%

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Somewhere on the Internet there is probably still a perfectly functional website written in HTML 3.2.

OPEN TRANSMISSION >>

ARCHIVE LOG

SITE HISTORY

Fragments from the history of Devout Craziness

1999

[ ORIGINAL ERA ]

The Beginning

My journey into web development began in late 90s into the early 2000s. I started out on the internet with american online. It was through that service that I learned to use a web site utility that was included with it. I never got too far using that. I had much more fun searching the source code of websites and digging into the HTML myself. This is how I started to discover ways to build and design my own pages. And the first web site I did was not the Sega Reform. It was probably a Dragon Ball website or something to do with Anime honestly. But my first love and interest of the web was with my Sega Reform webpage.

2003

[ THE HTML YEARS ]

Another Redesign

I steered away from the Sega Reform, and with that I got the idea to begin Devout Craziness. I remember that website started during and around the time I was in recovery at the City Rescue Mission in Lansing Michigan. Towards the end of that program, I would go to my mom's house and I would use her computer to upload things that I would draw and think about while living at the program. This was the initial building blocks of the site.

2010

[ THE DEAD ERA ]

BARGAINENING WTH THE DEVIL

During this time my personality and psychology changed dramatically. I started to abuse drugs/alcohol more. And I became less in touch with reality and worst of all, I lost any consideration or interest in spirituality. This really destroyed me, and gutted me. I became fed with myself, and with life. I wanted to die. I did actually get into some random and severe auto accidents. And later tried a myriad of pills to kill myself. The worst attempt was with a rope, that I found myself laying on the ground with bruising around my neck, and feeling completely just void and numb. I had no idea how I could have survived through that, I must have passed out while hanging in the door frame, and I eventually fell to the floor. As I said, I had noticeable bruising around my throat. I was in and out of mental hospitals, psychiatric facilities, you name it! been there and done it. Multiple times, whether it be Forest View, Pine Rest, Insight Psychiatric Hospital and Stonecrest Center. I was a mess, and in extreme distress. I couldn't shake the feeling that I needed and wanted to die, but why??? because to me, life had no meaning. But then......

2020

[ NEW BEGINNING ]

I Found God

All throughout my life I was born into a world that shared and showed Christianity, it was on the TV it was in the streets. And I knew it was something big, because everywhere I looked I saw the cross and buildings, and everything illustrating and talking about Christianity. But then it became clear to me the money and problems, and agonizingly AND disgusting! sin! the worthless and vile sin, that destroys lives. I saw it in the man on the sidewalk wearing a mini skirt and a wig with a beard, and a cigarette hanging out of his mouth. I started to see it in my own friends and family, and in the community. I began to see sin clear and plain jane. And it made me aware of God. This will especially evident when the biden and kamala era of politics was happening. And mind you, I have never! in my life been into politics, not a single inch of me, would give any interest to it. Because I thought politics didn't concern me, I was a low life, working class, and politics belonged to the wealthy and elite. And that is when I started to see the diametrical effect of Christianity on humans and politics, and in life itself.

PRESENT

[ THE FUTURE ]

what am I doing?

My plans and intentions are to continue to use this website to share my thoughts and views and offer my critical opinion and analysis on media and entertainment. Giving evidence of one thing, and that being Christ and God Himself. I want to bring back God into the world. I want Christmas to feel like it did when I was a kid. I want thanksgiving to have the same kind of friendliness and home and love that I grew up with. I did have a lot of great memories from my life, and trying to untangle them from the trauma and the chaos has been the best gift and evidence of God that I have ever experienced. And I continue to see Him move and operate today. And the holy spirit is a real thing, and you will eventually know it yourself, but it doesn't just happen over night. It takes time, and it takes a lot of dedication and prayer.