It’s disgustingly pretentious of me to believe that I have presented enough content and/or ability to distribute anything of monetary potential. I admit that the current trends have impressed on me, that a talent-less ego will gain anything exponential they delude their brain with.
This all being said, to say that I am no longer going to be embracing the idea of donations and patreon. This all started as a hobby and a desire to write and is nothing more than a hobby of mine. I would love to make a living out of a hobby. But I digress.
Finishing up the game. I did have to use a custom save file, as the internal memory had completely lost all of my saves. Otherwise this wouldn’t be a 100% finish. Overall pretty satisfied. I could have learned a bit more strategy in boss battles, but it’s very simplified. When you are a) the level I am, and b) have items to replenish health. Game finished with Yabause, although I played most of it with uoYabause.
10,001 apologies for my lack of enthusiasm and/or excitement and ability
to respond to the camera. My viewers average 1-2, after all.
(this is an old post from 7/12/17, this article does not reflect the current changes to the game) If you look through this blog you will find plenty of posts about video games, a hobby and interest I have had for as long as I can remember. It started with the NES and developed into Genesis and then on and on after that. All of that being said, I have a tendency to get into games, as of late mainly pc games. One of those games being a MOBA (multiplayer online battle arena), League of Legends. This post has little to do with the game design, mechanics etc. but more to do with the environment and community.
with any online games, you’re not alone in this world, you share it
with other human beings. With this variable, you will more than likely
clash with some personality’s and get along just fine with others. But
one of the things about competitive games, is an attraction from ego’s
and hot heads, a short number this game has not.
I first started playing League of Legends, I would only play “bot
games” (a game where you and human players fight against computer
players), this nearly eliminated the verbal diarrhea, although in this
it was mostly people complaining about “kill steals”. Overall a
semi-peaceful environment. After a 100 or more bot games, you begin to
develop a learning curve and these games get boring to play. At the time
I never really started playing against many human players, I found the
experience to be a little overwhelming and just quit playing the game
completely. I cannot say for sure the date when I started playing and
when I had a hiatus, but it’s been several years, no doubt.
pointless history pt. 2
wasn’t until late last year that I installed the game again, and jumped
head first into what I call “human games”. I had a group of friends I
grew up with who play as well, and we would play regularly after work
during the week. It was a lot of fun, but I was far from having any idea
of what I was doing. But it was a helluva good time. Of course
throughout this experience I started to see more and more angry and
hostile players bitching about other people. I am the type of person who
knows and understands that I suck at the game, I have no idea what I am
doing for the most part. But I know the only way to get better is
through practice and playing. That being said, I would take a lot of
what these other players would say to heart. I did consider quitting
playing the game all together. But like I said, I knew I was relatively
new and I wouldn’t get anywhere without practice.
learning the game
fast forward to present day, and I have now easily over 1000’s of
matches and have only ranked as high as bronze 2 in this game (this game
has a ranking system, bronze, silver, gold, platinum, diamond and
challenger), it’s pitiful but I am slowly learning the nature and
behavior of how this all plays out in the game itself. To me this game
has many different aspects to take into consideration while trying to
get wins and be a better overall player. The first and most crucial and
elementary thing to learn is a champion. Learn its skills, its
weaknesses, what equipment is good, runes and masteries, the list goes
on and on. The next thing is learning objectives, taking out towers,
“farming” (killing minions), and finally killing the bosses in the map
(dragon and baron/rift herald). Throughout the playing process you will
no doubt learn the layout of the map and that is also a crucial part of
playing. Once I got my head around this, and started exclusively playing
one champion I started to feel like I was getting a little better.
Though I am a below average player.
assholes and idiots
the game was probably the easiest part of the whole process of getting
into this. The hardest and most difficult area to deal with, is the
player base. Getting into a game and seeing yourself doing ok, and then
out of nowhere somebody will spout out of their mouth something like,
“you fucking idiot! what are you doing?!”. This will instantly tilt me a
little, and then again it will reverberate and echo throughout the
match. The next thing I know, I cannot focus on playing but instead am
focused on this person talking about god knows what. And I see this
countless times over. We will being doing well in the game, and then
somebody has to complain about somebody else on the team, and then like
clockwork we start losing towers or we will start getting pecked off
left and right.
the mute button
where I learned the utopia of this game, a kind of holy grail. That
being the mute button, yes you have the option to mute particular
players, or mute everyone all together. Though this will not guarantee
victory, it will at least give you an opportunity to focus on the game
better. This does come with a kind of blindfold from players who are
genuinely trying to see your team succeed, but the game does have pings
(An indicator to be in a specific spot, or to let teammates know an
enemy is out of position and could be wandering to potential attack,
there also indications of assistance and danger to stay back), you can
mute these as well. All very helpful, but when used simply to attract
attention, they become useless and more of an annoyance than anything
kills killing and killing yourself
about egos and competitive play, is that you get people who get into
these games and there one priority and goal is to get kills. They could
literally care less about anything else other than kills. This is great
and probably one of the most crucial parts about a victory screen. But
when you get more concerned about kills, you begin to make mistakes and
die a lot yourself. A good strategy is to play it safe and focus on
objectives. Through this process you will no doubt get yourself some
kills, but will also help yourself and team actually win.
I still suck
I am still trying to learn and develop is CS (creep score, more or less
killing the minions that group into your lane), utilizing active skills
within items, faster item buying and overall layout of shop, wards and
warding in general, faster reaction and screen movement (especially
during combat), skills and auto attacking, what I might call combos.
There is an endless amount of things that I cannot even begin to process
in my brain. The pros all have the ability to move around and perform
quickly without flinching. I am not one of those players.
I still, still suck
the game is fun, and it does give me the enjoyment I got from playing
games like Starcraft, Age of Empires, Quake 3 Arena and Counter Strike.
It has a certain attractive simplicity about it, but also a hugely
complexity. To me not quite as complex as a game like Starcraft or as
fast paced and daunting as Quake 3 Arena, but it incorporates aspects
over many different genres of games.
Well I hope this
was semi helpful to new players, and might encourage you to keep
playing. My only goal out of this game is to maybe get silver, and then
gold and so on. Right now I feel like I am placed well. That’s the
beauty of this game, you will always play with people in your own skill
level. Although a whole other can of worms, is smurf accounts, and the
detriment that have to your games.
“this tree stands lonely here in the mountains; it grew high above man and beast . And if it wanted to speak it would have nobody who could understand it, so high has it grown. Now it waits and waits-for what is it waiting? It dwells too near the seat of the clouds: surely it waits for the first lightning.” –
Is this not what man has achieved? a lonely expression, abandoned by all civilization merely waiting until its end.
Sorry for the depressing pretext. It is merely an illustration, a metaphor for loneliness? maybe my interpretation is all wrong. I do accept dialogue and constructive criticism.
I don't exactly care to write about myself, because in the superficial sense I have not nearly accomplished what I would like to say for myself today. But I have no qualms that my circumstances and the amount of adversity I have put myself through, has made me a stronger person. My ambitions in life would be to do something more with writing, radio really any kind of social media. This webpage has been a conglomeration of my interests and hobbies as well as a medium to expose the thoughts running non stop in my mind.wandering spirit trying to find myself and embrace this world around me.
Hi my name is Trevor AKA TrevoStuden, AKA adviseORe AKA Diabetes. I like to game.This channel will be dedicated to playing PC Games, Retro Sega maybe some psx or whatever else. But generally Sega. This is all a conglomerate of Devout Craziness my web site.
In addition to gaming I am a huge metal head, and I hope to some how incorporate my love for metal particularly DEATH METAL.
THANKS to the following people….
Noah, for your continued support and friendship. Thank you for all of your contributions to help me game!
Josh, this is the man responsible for all the cool graphics, logo/design you see on the stream. Contact him, if you like his work.
Mike, thank you introducing me to the wonderful and crazy world of VR, I hope to implement and incorporate the Rift in future streams.