I am certain you have. But if you played one, then you haven’t fully encapsulated the experience yet. Its really pathetic to me, that the ones who fail and get most criticism are the select few that dare to venture into actual video game territory and less into a softcore porn sim.
I know, I know. This kind of perverted shit doesn’t effect you. It only is capture in my eye holes and ears. And meanwhile I struggle to look at a normal woman as anything other than a sex object.
Polish, exaggerated proportions, elaborate accessories, and immediate visual impact.
This must be the way that this world wants us to behave and act. No you don’t got worry about me, ladies. Honestly my sex drive is more intimidated and infuriated at this point.
These Korean mmorpg’s are a monopoly and a pathetic one at that. I did just recently uninstall Aion 2 after realizing that I was surrounded by other players, and we were literally all performing the same skills. You play these games how you want to. And it just expressed more onto me, that I would rather be in a single player game. And the whole point of an mmorpg is community and actually enjoying playing with other people.
The whole bag is bullshit. In Black Desert you don’t know a tank from an assassin or a tank from an archer, or a tank from literally any other build. 99999999 AD is no different on a damage dealer than it is on a qoute unquote tank. I became disgustingly fed up as well on League of Legends. After I realized the tanks for were doing more damage than my fully decked out damage champ. OR! I saw a fully geared with tank items champ doing more damage than a character with all damage items. It makes no sense. And now at this point in my life, the only thing about them that does actually make any sense is not playing the damn things.
And alas this is where I am at in life. Everything that once brought me some kind of joy, is now a overwhelming amount of frustration and misery. And you know who is laughing and loving every lament from me? well of course its the liberals, democrats the lgbtq. And it was then I was certain they run the entire community and gaming sphere. There is no winning. That quote I had in my head was and is still true, “you suck ass long enough, you begin to choke on shit”.
And if you refuse to suck ass, you are marginalized as a hateful bigot.
Wear, history, function, atmosphere, and a sense of lived experience.
Polish, exaggerated proportions, elaborate accessories, and immediate visual impact.
Oh right! mmorpg’s and the korean ones. Well lets be clear, you play them. You start swiping the credit card and the ball of yarn begins.
I got better things to do with my time. Like playing actual video games that bring me joy and fun. Like Panzer Dragoon, Dark Souls, Slain, Ninja Gaiden, Shinobi … I could go on forever. See I have put those games in the time out, for so long because I want to compete and have fun in the competitive games. But the reality, and fact of the matter is that the only thing competitive about those games. Is that they are viciously competitive about robbing you of your joy and fun.
I did and do like League, I did even find myself enjoying Black Desert at one point or another. But honestly, its becoming too much. And those games are now more impressed with profit and dollars than actually maintaining and keeping up with a fun video game.
and hey you don’t have to take my word for it, you can learn all about how great these games are from people like asmon. Who get paid to play this horseshit. While you gravel out of their hands the bits and pieces. The morsels.
This reminds me of when another browser based mmo came out that I was actually looking forward to. And believe it or not, I was enjoying. But I am not a sweaty gamer, I rarely if ever sit for more than an hour on one single game. The days of 8-12 grind sessions, are something I relish but seem to be a thing of the past. And honestly I do have better things to do with my time than gaming. Or maybe not, I don’t know.
I seriously fear that people look at me as some kind of example or a person to imitate. If anything I hope I am a person who motivates.
Because honestly I am 43 years old, without a shot of hope in this physical world in sight. The only thing I have to look forward to, is meeting God. And even He might be less than impressed to see me. Younger people I implore you, I am desperately pleading with you! please do not take advantage of your youth. There does become an age where the the threshold and tolerance for foolish behavior.
And most of all, no matter your circumstances or situation. Always find something, ANYTHING to be grateful and thankful for. Ok I’ll stop with the hallmark moment talk. But seriously, this life and day/age. This actually is the kind of thing that keeps me moving and motivated.
